Why Am I Sad You're Leaving, When You Weren't Even Here?

The day was silent and gray as you left.

You ended the same way you started, and the way you were, like a dream, couldn't see it coming or what was coming, had a meaning, message and lesson, took me away from reality for a bit, reminded me of what I want and what to strive towards and the standards I should have... and then finished so abruptly, suddenly, and in some way without a proper ending, and left me wondering about it.

And in a way, I hope I have this dream again, and then for a third time again, cos you know what they say, when you have the same dream three times, it then happens in real life.